The Circle of Trust

Gratitude is one of the things I can boastfully say I  am not guilty of withholding. I unashamedly express it towards the people in my life. I think it's so important to let people know that you appreciate them while they are still there to hear it.

I am blessed to have the most amazing friends in the world. Our group is very intimate and honestly is a circle of trust. We all have our other extended friends whom we appreciate and love dearly,  but what we have have with each other is so heavenly anointed and truthful.

Life is constantly showing us how difficult it can be to find birds of your feather. I have been blessed with this coterie of devoted friends. We all have different passions and personalities but there is something beyond the norm that keeps us so attached to one another. I remember back in August while driving to Durban, before my car broke down on us, Zoleka and I were chatting about growing up and being the adults we are now. We both said the one thing that will completely break us besides death of a family member, would be suffering a loss of our friendship with everyone in the clique. We have such ease and comfort with one another and I would hate to one day just have that taken away from me. We used to think that our friendship was very co-dependent, abnormal and perhaps a break from each other was good for us. We tried it and it did not work.

I am always amazed at the way God orchestrates things. Nearly four years ago (Jan/Feb 2010) Xoli and I were looking for a place to stay. We were trying to find a 2 bedroom apartment to share but couldn't find any. Eventually we decided to to look for 1 bedroom apartments since we were running out of time. She found one and called me, I told her I had also found one and it turned out it was the same complex and she lived just upstairs from me. A few months later Zama also found a place up the road. It has been such an amazing four years having the two of them so close to me, in more ways than one.
Last Friday, 29th November '13, I moved out of my apartment las because of the constant break-ins  and they both turned it into such an emotional thing. I tried to laugh it off and joked that I was not dead I'd just moved up the road, but it really did feel like the beginning of a separation. I've got Zikhona in my new complex which is just another one of God's mysterious acts :). Zikhona and I along with Spho and Zama stayed together at Milpark for about 2 years or so, way back in Varsity days. Apartment 225 will always be our happy place. Zikhona used to say how emotional she got every time she drove past our  apartment in Milpark. We have A LOT of memories there. I think that is where the "circle of trust" was conceived and rooted. Living in Milpark with my friends from 2007 to 2010 was the best years of my life. Nomthi and I had lived together shortly at Melville Mews before that, with Qhaks and Xoli just a few doors down in the same complex. They all later moved to The Yard, closer to the University of Johannesburg, where even more memories were created! Gcobisa , Zoleka and Andile were also living together in Morningside and visiting them was always so much fun. When Thabiso moved to Braamfontein and got a car, we were officially ballin'! Arty Fartsy Zola has always been in Pretoria and visiting her is always an event.

I could go on and on about the circle of trust (Which was originally labelled by Leroy, who is in every way possible part of the crew). These last few years we have all spent in Johanneburg have been one for the books. These are the people I will tell my children about and only hope and pray that they will all still be around for a very long time to come.

Later guys :) Love form this heart to all of yours!

The Resilience of a Palm Tree

Once again I heard something very interesting in one of Joel Osteen's sermons. He spoke about the resilience of a palm tree. In Psalms 92:12 it says the righteous man will flourish like the palm tree, He will grow like a cedar in Lebanon.
He went on to explain that we were not built to break. A palm tree can withstand hurricanes, tsunamis and severe storm without breaking.  It bends sometimes all the way to the bottom, but it does not break. When the storm is over, it goes back to it's original position.  Scientists have speculated that all that shaking and bending strengths the root when the storms are over.

The storms will end because they can only blow for a while. We will flourish like the palm tree. This gave me great inspiration that regardless of how many times we are shaken and bothered sometimes to the point of no return, we will not break. We have a resilience that is built in us by the Most High. We are rooted, where nothing will separate us from our source. So the storms can but only bend us, where they intend to break us. But break we will not. We can not. 

Stay rooted!

The Eagle and The Crow (Knowing What to Ignore)

I recently listened to a Joel Osteen sermon (whom I have recently discovered is an awesome preacher). He was preaching on the topic Knowing What To Ignore.

"If you're going to live in victory you have to be very selective as to what you give your time and attention to." Right there I was captivated! He used the analogy of the eagle and crow. An eagle can fly as high as 20 000ft in the air. A crow, which is very agile and can easily maneuver its way around the largely built eagle, would often try to pester and aggravate the eagle. HOWEVER, the eagle knows it can fly at altitudes that the crow cannot. So, instead of getting upset or trying to fight with the crow at its level, the eagle simply rises higher and higher until eventually the crow falls off. 

This was very personal to me because I am not a person who likes conflict. Infact, world peace would actually suit me just fine. Sometimes not every battle is a battle for you to fight. Learn to ignore somethings and trust on what and Who you know.

*Blossom*

It's About That European Life

I remember telling my class teacher Mr Vermaak I wanted to live in Paris thirteen years ago. Over the years, that dream became overshadowed by reality. Now that I'm older and have cleared a few things in my life, that dream is back baby!

I love Europe, I love everything about it. I love the fashion and passion they have for life. I love the French language and the skinny bodies (don't even get me started on the gorgeous men!). The truth is, I've been satisfied with South Africa and still believe it is an amazing country. I  have never thought of myself as one of those people who leave a country when the going gets tough, but in the same breath I do not see anything worth fighting for- not like those anti-apartheid people did.  I am not at all suggesting Europe is the lord of all continents, for all I know it might have its own demons they hide away from the rest of the world. I am simply saying that the European life is something I aspire to have and hope I can one day make it a reality.

*French Rose kisses*

our rosey trip to Xai-Xai Mozambique

Zama, Zoleka, Mpume, Mbali

Xoliswa, Zoleka, Mpume, Mbalenhle, Zama

It wouldn't be a road trip if it was smooth and quick. Our trip was not smooth and extremely long, in fact it was uncomfortable but IT WAS FUN!!! It was such a blessing for 13 of us to be each others' company for full three days. Yes, same khombi and under one roof! The boys were hilarious and the girls were so dramatic! it is definitely a memory I will cherish for the rest of my life. I can't wait to complete the DVD of the entire trip and upload it.

The Durban Film Festival

This was a fun week! I went down to Durban for the International Film Festival and it was quite interesting. It was great to catch up with my friend Mpume (Who's joining us in Mozambique next week *smilies*

I love how the industry improves each year! I'm now about to screen some of the films I didn't get to see at the festival like DURBAN POISON and the infamous Of GOOD REPORT in the comfort of my office.

Lots of rosey feelings :)

_kisses and roses_

The Good Sundae Story

All White GOOD SUNDAE Durban 30 Dec '12

At the end of last year I attended a friend's event in Durban called Good Sundae. A few years ago my friend was trying really hard to make it in Johannesburg. He later  made the decision  to move back to his home town in Durban and start a movement there. Since then he has proved himself and built  a brand off his name. This year he hosted the Good Sundae party in Johannesburg and I hear it was a huge success. Well done Ben!

Different Roses For Different Folks

As cheesy as this may sound but when I started this blog I was adamant about one thing; for it to serve a purpose. At the time I did not know what that purpose would be. My cousin came to visit me this past weekend and after observing my life and the unique bond I share with my friends, she gave me a brilliant idea!

I want to dedicate my blog to young professionals. I'm talking about beautiful and intelligent women who manage to hold a perfect balance between academia and the cosmopolitan lifestyles without having to be an obsessive "hustler." Ladies who chose the path of less fame but more phren. Those that did not conform to the pressures of missing out. Women who work hard and play hard. Success is very subjective to each one, not all of us can be in a reality show or play the lead in a soap (Well done to those that do!). I salute my girls at Deloitte, KPMG, Transnet etc. I do not think you should ever feel the pressure to live up to the hype of Johannesburg's social trend. Fame comes and goes and like everything else with a hype, it does eventually simmer.

Just for thought: Imagine a sunflower trying emulate an oriental Lily, a rose or a tulip. How easily and quickly would it lose its own unique beauty...?

*Dust The Rose* (or Lilac, or Iris or Daisy...Lol)

The Good Feeling

I always talk about "The Good Feeling". It comes from various aspects of life. We are often clouded by the inevitable state of pollution in our minds, seeking affirmation from trivial things we regard paramount. I'm talking about the simple feeling of completing a task in record time, getting into a hot bath on a very cold day, rethinking a funny joke in your head, and

laughing to your self! Life is not bad when we find joy in everything we do. Strive to experience "The Good Feeling" at least once a day!

Dust that rose and let it blossom :)

-DustTheRose